Chop Suey

A poem I wrote based on the painting called Chop Suey by Edward Hopper featured below:


Part 1                             
She told me to come                                       
to this restaurant
I don't know why
But at least
I love
Chop Suey
She leans towards me,
Her blue hat complementing
her blue eyes
A strict,
stern expression
flashes through her features
I'm nervous
What does she want to tell me?
That she can't say over
the phone?
I hope
she doesn't
notice
what's wrong
That  I'm  sick
Have been
for awhile now
I hear a
woman
behind us
confess her love
the man
solemn
non-responsive
I quietly
send her
my
pity
That's
when
her words
come towards me
bringing me back
like a
boomerang
back to
reality
I slump
the little color that
I have
in my face
dissipates into
the atmosphere
my lips turning
down my body
now tense
Why
did
she
have
to
tell
me?
Couldn't
she just
leave me
alone?
I don't want to
make her sad.
That's my gift
to her. 

Part 2                                                                             
I told her to come to my
favorite restaurant
They have
the best
Chop Suey
Ever
We sit at the best
table in the whole
dang place
The light
wonderfully warm
I take it in
Just like I take in
her
How terrible
and ragged she looks
How she tries to cover
it up with makeup
How could I have not
seen it?
Sooner?
How could
I not realize until
it's too late
that
my best friend
battles
the huge angry beast that is
Cancer?
Already at
stage four
But she
my
stubborn
serious
Companion
refused 
treatment
skipped
doctor's
appointments
I got
a call
from her doctor
telling, no,
asking
"where is she?"
"Where is Cynthia?"
Because I'm
supposed to
know
I'm
her
emergency contact,
after all?
So
of course
I'm suppose to know
Since I'm the only family
she has
left.
My apparent gift to her
because I had no idea
of her pain
or her love
I don't deserve this
but I'll take it
try to live with myself
and just
be there
for her.


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